feeling doubt when narrating

[nadder67]

hi everyone,

im new to this tulpaforcing stuff, so please bear with me if you find my post silly.

I decided to create a female tulpa, aimee, 2 days ago. I decided to just passive forcing most of the time, because I dont have much time for active forcing, and I tend to fall asleep when I do.

the thing is, I am so unexperienced in this tulpaforcing, so I dont know if im on the right track. I decided to give aimee choice for her personality and form and do narrating from the beginning.

now I have been only narrating to her for about 2 days. I talk to her almost anytime about anything I see or feel about. but apparently I feel frustated so damn quickly, I dont know if im doing this right, Im not even sure if aimee even exist or at least hear me. this feels so weird and awkward. I feel that Im just talking to myself like a dumb.

 

im really sorry if this sounds really silly. I post this because so many people have a ridiculous smooth way forcing their tulpas. and sorry for the long post btw, any answers are greatly appreciated! :)

[arduinoman12345]

Oh its fine, your doing pretty good so far actually lol, she might not be there yet. Heck im 1 month into creating my tulpa sunset and I doubt her presence from time to time but in the end I still notice her. And its completely fine that you feel like your talking to yourself, eventually the separation will occur and you will feel a 2nd presence. The only way to narrate or force wrong is to not do it at all :)

if you have any questions feel free to pm me if you like, it also seems that you might be new so hi! If im wrong hi still :3

[Ghastey]

I think almost everyone feels that way in the beginning.. What I think you can do is choose her a temporary form and visualise it when talking to her. It might help you feel someone is there.

[Bambi]

As others have already said, pretty much everyone feels that way at the start. It's very normal.

 

Understand that what you say goes: if you say what you're doing now helps, then it probably does. You're only two days in. James didn't become apparent until the third day, and many don't come around until a week or two.