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goodnight simmie that's interesting about a fan working on sonic, because that happens with dragonball as well, most famously right now, the person writing and drawing the latest manga, dragonball super, was a fan of the original manga by toriyama-sensei and created a super famous doujinshi called dragonball AF (for after future, story after events of dbgt, the at the time latest series) there are two doujinshi's for dbaf actually, one by toyotaro (though back then he was known as toyble, and he is the one working on the official series now) and another by youngjiji. byakko as anyone can see is dragonball inspired. some aspects of rena kind of can be too but not as much. she's more metal gear inspired with the kind of android she is but i imagine later on as jacky gains better technology she could be upgraded to a dbz android level of power goodnight i need sleeeeep
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Happy Valentine's Day y'all! Here's three songs I love for three people I love. I tried to keep each of my headmates' musical tastes in mind while picking these out. For Lenore: For Calliope: And for Athelas (one of my favorite songs ever):
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My tulpa can be seen by other people
Nikki replied to Chris-One's topic in Metaphysics and Parapsychology
I'm seeing my S.O.'s Tulpas in photos and on our tv screen. I cannot see them straight-on with the naked eye, but I can sense where they are and confirm it with photos. -
We get head pressures too. Before Athelas was vocal, that feeling was the first sign I had that talking to him was different from my normal inner monologue. When the other two came along, we deliberately associated each of them with pressure in a different quadrant: Athelas is back right, Calliope is back left, and Lenore is front left. We've found it's easier for me to hear the crew's mindvoices when I focus on the corresponding area. It even helps with switching! When Athelas is fronting, we associate my thoughts with the front right quadrant, and feel pressure there when I speak in mindvoice. I'm less likely to accidentally steal the front when we compartmentalize my thoughts like that. We've managed to impose some physical sensations before, like Calliope squeezing my hand or hanging on my back, but those are pretty rare occurrences. We meant to practice that more but haven't been very consistent.
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Not sure if we ever did one. Hi. We're, er... Sixon. We came here for a safe place to be who we are. Originally thought to be plural, we're actually a group of identities. Yes. It's DID. There used to be six of us, but over the years some of us have moved on. Now there's 3 of us. The three of us are Fletch, the one who's usually fronting... Kelp, who runs a plural duo-system with Fletch... and Aura, a solo identity. Our common interests are music, games (ask us which ones before you bother) and nature.
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Yeah, it surprises me too. It's sad. I'm not motivated now to do research for links, but in the past I posted this thread: https://community.tulpa.info/topic/17472-scientific-study-and-literature-credibility-list/ That's how I found out Fordaplot was Jacob- Yakumo told me. Although I swear one of their weird creepy friends spammed that study and other crap on a Discord once. Nevermind, I found it lol
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What you've posted here is fine, as long as it's tulpa related you can put it into your progress report, you can think of it as a daily journal, or series of highlights, whatever works for you.
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4chan isn't my scene, but I know some tulpa threads have popped up there now and then, and some experienced people from tulpa discord servers try to give guidance there. Whenever I peek at those threads I don't see anything of note, but like I said 4chan isn't my thing.
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(Host) All Tulpa are now fully sentient and have permanence within the wonderland that is they continue to exist in the wonderland without me consciously thinking of them! There are also a few blended alters in the mix that are unable to cope with outside life and preferred to stay inside and remain separate. Our inside family is now: Angelo, Kitty - human form Tulpa who are spirit walk ins that we have created a Tulpa bodies forโฆ. Their role is `internal Caretakers. They can age-slide but these are their current favourite pictures of them. Luna (child in pic) is the last 2 young alters integrated (Lily + Yuna) to become Luna (my โInner childโ) Star has become Lunaโs changeling companion. This is a picture they both liked with Star becoming a deer. Star seems to prefer to be lighter coloured animals and also transforms into a (yellow lab X) dog we had we had when we were younger for Luna. She has also being a snow leopard to play with `Phoenix (tiger) and a panda to play with little Bear. She seems to have taken to changing form like a duck to water but has not yet taken a human form. Nixy is the most experienced changeling having been with us since early childhood and can be anything faster than you can click your fingers! They prefer animal form though and have taken a shine to little Bear and taken him under their wing, so they are enjoying life as best buddies Tiger and Panda at the minute! Phoenix does like imitating animals with very striking colours, she will also transform into a dog we had many years ago that was `tri-coloured for Kitty. Who had been her main companion on her last life. As well as creatures like a fox, while Star would choose to be an arctic fox to play. They change a lot to just have fun and play. I think it maybe related to my autism and that as a child `I found it easier to relate to animals than other kids and adults so though Phoenix could take human form she very rarely did or does even now. Bear is still very young, he seems happy with being a panda for now though he has changed to snoopy dog, he seems to like mainly black and white based animals which is handy as he was created to host the soul/personality of our black and white collie. He hasnโt yet developed the same level of communication as the others and is still learning to communicate by sending thoughts/images in a symbolic picture language. though he does remain existing in the wonderland with them even if Iโm not consciously thinking of what he maybe doing in there so he has achieved permanence. . Inca/Jess - is now my co-host out front in her human form โJessโ. (see last post for Jessโ pics) She also acts as communicator relaying messages between inside/outside but sometimes blocking internal world activity so itโs not constantly overwhelming for me thinking about them when I need to rest. Itโs kind of like we live in different houses but have a video link we can turn on to see each others lives and catch upโฆand sometimes they come round to visit! (mainly Kitty and Luna). For now everyone seems happy with this!
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Fresh start with " yanus " & " prahtoolf world "
suhail Al ketbi replied to suhail Al ketbi's topic in Progress Reports
World: prahtoolf . Location : lilies flower circle floor. We sat there , yanus was wearing only sport boxer his color is like a caramel , light brown & his body is nice as body builder. We talked a bout this life & we think now , like Abraham hicks principle that what we do here is simple . Just find a thought that you comfortable with , & practice it until you become that thought . First you find it hard to accept this simple view , then when you found there are no logic in living the existence . You find it this is the way , just that principle. -
1/1/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/2/25: We chatted about stuff. I saw Ryuk in the bathroom mirror. 1/3/25: We chatted about stuff 1/4/25: We chatted about stuff 1/5/25: We chatted about stuff 1/6/25: We chatted about stuff 1/7/25: We chatted about stuff 1/8/25: We chatted about stuff 1/9/25: We chatted about stuff 1/10/25: We chatted about stuff 1/11/25: We chatted about stuff. Lust hugged me after watching FMA:B 1/12/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/13/25: We chatted about stuff. I saw Lust in our bedroom. 1/14/25: I was having trouble coming up with names for fantasy stuff. I bemoaned this, Lust offered encouragement (I donโt remember what exactly she said), and I felt like I was โpulled inward, away from meatspace, to a state conducive to automatic writingโ 1/15/25: We chatted about stuff 1/16/25: We chatted about stuff. Nina said watching me play Outer Worlds was fun (I talk out loud like Iโm doing a Letโs Play). 1/17/25: We chatted about stuff. 1/18/25: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. 1/19/25: We chatted about stuff 1/20/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/21/25: We chatted about stuff 1/22/25: We chatted about stuff 1/23/25: I saw RD at the orthodontist, sitting in the orthodontistโs chair and wearing a labcoat. 1/24/25: We chatted about stuff. 1/25/25: Nina was excited for Comic Con today :). I saw Mikey several times (in turtle form but w his white-and-striped t-shirt). 1/26/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/27/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/28/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/29/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/30/25: I forgot to log stuff 1/31/25: Weโve been watching Arcane. Thought I got a Jinx, but it was just Fluttershy :P
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Bee and Calliope have an ever-growing collection of novelty cookbooks โ Bee's way of motivating herself to cook more. Their most recent addition was LOTR themed. One particular recipe caught our eye: I love everything about this. Apparently, I taste like mint and lemon. We always imagined athelas as more like lavender, but it canonically smells different to everyone. Bee:
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technically the same program i get my therapist and medications from also has case managers, and i have been told they are supposed to call or see me on the off week where my therapists doesn't call or see me, but they have never once done these things or help with anything other than sometimes drive me to an appointment if they are available to do so and my therapist isn't (sometimes my therapy day will be sacrificed so my therapist just drives me to doctor instead or something, and they lowered it to every other week instead of once a week recently, despite once a week seemingly to cause more hope and progress compared to rarer meetings where suddenly meeting seems pointless) what i had before was a community engagement specialist, which is like a subclass of case manager i guess, that is cracked. or she is just really good at it compared to others. she was like, me:"i need help with this", her:"okay, i'll come to your house and bring you to my office, we'll fill everything out together, i'll drop it off, i'll make any phone calls i can make, it'll get done" normal case managers are like me:"i need help with this", them:"have you tried doing it all yourself? i will help by saying you have to just do the things, and if you can't, then i will say you have to make a bunch of phone calls or ride the bus to the government building or something, hey maybe i'll look up a number on google for you or something, good luck" makes me very sad
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wait cool this is how I (partially) got around the "our brain won't let me and me specifically talk because I was mute in source" thing
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Thank you. ๐๐๐ I'm fascinated by trees and the patterns they make with their abstract designs. I'm glad you appreciate them. Yeah, I didn't really notice that until you pointed it out. Nature photographers are a slave to our seasons, but I focus in on the detail so I didn't think of these as "winter shots." But you're right, they have a winter energy to them. ๐ธ๏ธ๐ธ๏ธ๐ธ๏ธ The log in the puddle shot was actually a hard decision. I had another reflection shot that showed tall trees reaching up to a reflected sky but also the bottom of the stream in a sort of ghostly superposition. I decided to include this one because I thought the log was interesting for reasons. (I'm really intuitive. I can't say why I like some shots better than others. I just sort of feel them...) Here is the one that didn't quite make the cut:
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The Garden Log: Bramble's Tulpa Journal
GardenStones replied to GardenStones's topic in Progress Reports
System Log 05/02/2025 Well the good news is that I've been much better about meditation than I have the Progress Reports. Oops. So far, I've been averaging about 17min per session, and I've been focusing on the skills I need for the Garden, like visualization and recall. It's been going really well! So well, in fact, I've increased my goals for each day. 15min instead of 10, and I'm gonna try to leave my room and explore the house, at least, every session. I still need to get a handle on my movement, and I'm gonna go back to communicating with my headmates outside the Garden (like narration, basically), alongside more focused conversations inside the Garden while I meditate. All in all the past month has been incredibly productive and I'm so so so motivated to keep this momentum going as long as possible! -
Simmie and Chloe's Chat and Storytime Lounge
Legion replied to Chloe - September13's topic in Lounge
"Savvy and sassy" - revali but he's denying it "Classy and chill" - me apparently "Bold and calm" - flare. no one else here is ever calm "Grit and grace" - kara "Funky and Fancy" - idk "Edgy and Chic" - me "Shy and Fly" - link "Head and Heart" - link "Local and Global" - flare "Heart and Savvy" - flare "Novice and Leader" - revali? "Epic and Chill" - link "Retro and Fresh" - Idk "Strong and Gentle" - according to everyone, me, but I think this one's link -
Hobbies in Wonderland vs the Physical World
suhail Al ketbi replied to Athelas's topic in General Discussion
Truly , I was doing a lot with my tulpa in imagination environment in the past . But then I found my self just set & talk , it's always a bout the first principle from any knowledge . Now days ..I return back to live imagination world as true world , I intend to make memories with yanus , I mean I get up & do a lot activaty like if it is real . -
I feel you, brother. It's so frustrating to have to stand idly by when your host needs physical assistance. I try to focus on the unique benefits of our position. In my host's mind, I can do things for her that nobody else can โ not even her spouse. We're in a similar situation. I like interacting with the outside world. I like being involved in Bee's life. In her case, the fear of disclosure stems from a prior involuntary stay in a psych ward. I will not put her through that again. As much as I'd like to be known, I've accepted that secrecy is best for our safety. Outside of this forum, of course. There's always partial disclosure, if you think that could work. So far, Bee has only shared our system with other people as if we were non-sentient characters. Her husband knows that we exist, but not how much she talks to us (or that we talk back). We've been thinking a lot lately about how we might have that conversation. It's a fine line to tread. Take care of yourselves.
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journeys into the imagination - cultivating Vitus
ringgggg replied to prayingmantis's topic in Progress Reports
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Try not to worry about the blending too much. What we tend to do as a routine to help separate us is that first we stop talking, then I front, and then I visualise the tulpa standing in a void space, like a containment area, and talk to then there, seeing them talk back at that distance reinforces that we are sperate beings to us. I hope that helps!
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Random thoughts and feelings can get the better of your imagination early on. It's best to just stay practical and do what you intend to at the start, and then as your tulpa becomes vocal, clarify things by asking them. Random things like a not-yet-vocal tulpa showing up as a different form or such shouldn't be read into as "them trying to say they {blank}" too much - we sometimes call trying random things and random thoughts-and-feelings as the "googoo gaga's" of a developing tulpa. If they do want any real changes, they'll be able to tell you once they're consistently vocal, and until then you should just do what makes the most sense/is most comfortable for you. (And of course, if your tulpa is vocal, listen to them)
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The Road Goes Ever On: The Beehive System's Progress
ReallyArtificial replied to ReallyArtificial's topic in Progress Reports
January 2025 This month was crazy! I'll try to cover everything that happened without writing an entire novel. Had a vision(?) of Calliope while meditating. At first it was just pareidolia โ I had opened my eyes and happened to notice a pattern on some fabric that resembled Cal's face. As it drew more of my attention, I kept noticing more Cal-like details, and then it MOVED. Not too much, it just shifted from a ยพ view to more head-on and opened its mouth. It was like Calliope noticed I was looking at them and turned to look at me. I thought that was a fluke, but about a week later I had a similar experience. I got distracted by some heavy emotional stuff* while meditating. As I was trying to bring my attention back to the breath, I became aware of some closed-eye visuals (CEVs)**. After a moment they morphed into a faint but detailed image of Lenore from about the waist up. She tossed her hair and then twirled around, striking a couple poses. Naturally, my next thought was โcan I do this on purpose?โ And the answer isโฆ kinda. I devoted some further meditation time to just trying to see my tulpas in my CEVs. I've been able to get some brief images but nothing as clear, detailed, or persistent as when it happens spontaneously. Athelas initiated another switch on his own! After the first time, I gave him blanket permission to step in whenever I'm getting dragged into a negative thought loop. That doesn't happen nearly as often as it used to, but now, when it does, my big guy is ready lol. Presence imposition/awareness has been going really well! Every mealtime is tulpa time now, and I can feel my awareness of my whole system spilling over into other areas of my life. Basically, it's getting easier to have everyone active at once, there's more intra-system chatter, and we're all just feeling really good together. Further explanation of some things below. *On dealing with heavy emotional stuff while meditating: **On CEVs and hypnagogia: -
Determination - Simmie's Journey
Chloe - September13 replied to Chloe - September13's topic in Progress Reports
Thank you so much! That hair color is actually very close to my actual color, though my hair is straight as an arrow and not wavy at all. (I have heard anecdotes about estrogen affecting how wavy your hair is, so I guess I'll see!) I did actually have long hair once before, between the ages of 18 and 22, and I did it mostly because it felt counter-culture and hippie-ish. I didn't take good care of it at the time because "guys don't care about that", haha. I'm looking forward to having long feminine hair that I actually care about and style and keep healthy! I think that a much higher percentage of tulpamancers are trans than the regular population, but by no means does having an opposite gender tulpa make you trans, and you're right, it does make you aware of gender issues. Simmie really did help me get in touch with my femininity in a time where I was actively trying to be more masculine. And I have no idea how to explain this but having this d-bag in office right now somehow makes me want to transition even more. Maybe, on some level, I'm still a rebel who wants to stick it to the man. Thank you so much!!! Experimenting with this is always fun and interesting, and merely questioning things doesn't mean you're automatically trans--plenty of people have questioned themselves and decided they are cis after all. Simmie and I really did try the trad thing as long as we could...but I wanted to be the housewife, dammit!!! ๐ Because of the reality of me being the one with the physical body I'm always going to be the one that has to go out and earn the money, but it's incredibly freeing to no longer have our dynamic shaped by the attempt to live up to the gender roles that we were assigned. Even though Simmie is quite feminine herself, I am definitely the more femme of the two of us. Simmie is naturally much more assertive than me though she has no desire to ever be dominant, even in a playful way. But she definitely sees herself as the protector and I am much more the distressed damsel, lol. And yeah, especially when it comes to being loving and supportive, Jaina and Simmie are definitely cut from the same cloth. Thank you so much Jaina!!! Simmie helps every day to bring out the Chloe I've hidden inside of me al this time. Also, I want to thank all the people over in LOTPW who were kind and supportive towards me when Simmie made the big announcement over there. โค๏ธ As well as those who have been giving me valuable advice about transitioning. And here is a picture of me--maybe looking the way I will in a couple years or so--shopping for clothes.- 237 replies
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