Jump to content

I don't understand...


Guest Anonymous

Recommended Posts

  • Replies 34
  • Created
  • Last Reply

Top Posters In This Topic

I've been focusing my eyes onto the open space directly in front of me that Uzo would be occupying during sessions, rather than staring ahead at the surrounding room. With everything else blurred and my attention on his image, his form feels more dense, 3-dimensional, and just there even though I can't see him fully imposed yet. It's like he has his body, but it's just invisible. I think with time and a combination of other methods, he'll come through better.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

My eyes refuse to do what FigN01 describes for more than about a quarter second. If I focus on empty space, my eyes drift back to the next object.

Lyra: human female, ~17

Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee

Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her

My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Has anyone here closed their eyes. imagined their tupper and tried to touch them? when i did that i couldnt feel her but i felt some really wierd warmth and almost texture.

 

it was tingly and strange like putting your hand near a warm toaster

Name - Silver

Form - Harpy

Sentience - fully sentient

Personality - Playful, cheerful, enthusiastic, chilled

Smell - Baileys

Stage - Narration and imposition

Link to comment
Share on other sites

I do that open-eyed sometimes. I get warmth and imagined texture, rarely faint tingles. It helps me get used to how she fits into the real world.

Lyra: human female, ~17

Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee

Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her

My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)

Link to comment
Share on other sites

For those of you who have successfully imposed, what was the process like? Not the method, but your progress. When were you first able to see your tulpa? How long had you been trying? Did it come as a surprise when it finally worked or did you feel on the verge for awhile before hand?

 

Imposition frustrates/perplexes me immensely.

Witty signatures are hard to think of.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

I don't have it working yet, but the few glimpses I've seen were quite surprising and made my brain wtf, causing the hallucination to disappear instantly. Strangely it's typically right in the middle of my vision, while these things are supposed to start out working best in the corner of the eye.

 

The first time caught me completely off-guard. I'd been halfheartedly working on imposition for between a couple weeks and a month. I had imagined Lyra sitting in a chair facing me, not expecting to see anything, and I didn't see anything. Later, I went away for a minute to get food, not even thinking about how she was supposed to be in that chair. On my way back, I saw the back of her head above the back of the chair, for a split second. For the tiniest of moments, it felt natural, I suppose like it's supposed to be there. Then almost immediately, the "wait, what" moment and it was gone.

 

It sort of feels like a mind's eye image so vivid it crosses over into real vision, obscuring or blending with what's really there. It helps to be in a sort of meditative or daydream mental state, and expecting something to appear all but ensures that it won't.

Lyra: human female, ~17

Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee

Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her

My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.

×
×
  • Create New...